Of ethanol and emotions

The heart cries out in disinhibition the pent-up emotions, negativities, joys and feels upon entering the illusory bath-house of Ethanol. Washing away the chains of restraint and freeing the caged mind from its lair, the persona has never reached such ultimate state of transparency during its sober lifetime. Such clarity of transfer of feelings, such powerful blows of words, such painful, powerful pangs of memories in every uttered word. I have once engaged in the mystifying atmosphere of the Spirit but this journey is not without its unique twist. Embroiled in this chaotic sphere, I shall keep mum. Forever bringing this burden of seeing through tinted glasses. This entry has done nothing to help me with the tasks but it, indeed, helped me in keeping myself grounded with the terms of my soul-binding contract.