Moment(s) of Weakness

Can I have a moment of weakness right now?

And say how badly I miss you
And know how it hurts knowing there won't be an Us
Because I don't want to get through that shit of a heartbreak again
Because I don't want to break your already fragile heart

Can I have a moment of weakness right now?

When I saw a barbecue stall by the street, I remembered something
How you helped me win your dad by telling me to buy him and your cousin barbecues
(You) Who helped me win your family by making sure I cross paths with them
Why I try to hide in your room and bow my head when I pass by them

Can I have a moment of weakness right now?

The stars up above, you swore we gaze together
Up the roof where we will wish our plans together
Below these skies, we used to argue as we walk down your lane
Down the drain, our relationship went

Can I have a moment of weakness right now?

Because where I am, 9 PM feels like 2 AM.
And we all know nothing good happens after 2 AM.
Guess this poem's not good.
Definitely remembering you is not good for my rebuilding heart.