Monthsary

Am I doing that right?


Never in my nineteen years of existence have I thought of celebrating such an event. I have foolishly seen myself stable and secure with the life that I had been 'enjoying'. I thought I was doing it right but, of course, I was wrong. To err is a part of humanity. It was the greatest deception that I have ever gotten myself into so far. Gratefully, I was guided into my senses and revealed to me such a deception. I  found myself reduced into ashes of my foolish burnt self. Then You came. You swooped me down and held me in Your saving arms. The barrier that has kept You away from me was made by no one else but myself and now it has been torn down. The moment of anguish lasted no more than a mere moment because You came to my side faster than the speed of light. I only had a fleeting gaze of that torn-down ego before I saw the real light. 


It was during our first encounter that I felt change inside me. A welling sensation threatening to overcome me. It can't be tamed. It can never be held back. Your love is an endless love, indeed. And I am bathed in that graceful shower of amour. It has seeped within me, taming my violent spirit as it rushed deeper to my core. I am amazed myself of the metamorphosis unfolding before my very eyes. Our regular 'dates' strengthen our bond. I hold tighter each time, focused on never letting go. 


Our journey has just begun but the fruits of it has been overwhelming me already. You showed me the way and with You as my constant guide, I have all my faith with You that I shall never falter. Here's to a month to this awesome journey and beyond!