Monday, August 27, 2012

Speed blogging

I miss this. Blogging. Yeah, and speed blogging to be precise.

Disturbed sleeping pattern this long weekend. The irony, right? I wasn't studying nor devoting much of my time to academic-related stuff but, boy, am I unproductive and one helluva lazy bum. Enough of that.

Manic episode this past few days. Dunno why, don't want to know why either. Thoughts swimming leisurely in my brain, hoping to organize them as soon as I get that much-deserved sleep, or a quality forty winks at the very least.

Reaction-formation. That's how I can put these actions into words. A really prime example for that defense mechanism, I daresay. Then there's intellectualization, once again, in my part. I may be the best example of Freud's conglomerate of defense mechanisms I need not exemplify each.

Psychiatric nursing. Really gets me into deep thinking since I started the one-week crash course. There was also a change of viewpoint in almost all the things that I didn't give a damn before. Hoping to build my self-awareness before facing mentally-ill individuals...in two days time. Well, that's quite a bummer. 

The preceding paragraphs reek of pessimism and here I am trying to cheer them up by saying....I miss my friend. So much for being happy before I end this entry. I'll try to whip a more coherent, more organized and more meaningful post next time.

3 minutes. Not bad.

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